dear diary,
the other day my mom saw blood on my pjs sleeve when i forgot to clean it, so she decided to come w me 2 my therapy appointment 2day.
i was so scared and i actually contemplated running away lol, but it wasn't that bad tbh. they talked and js decided that i need to start taking meds 2 help me.
i'm quite worried abt gaining weight if i start taking them. they should b antidepressants n some of my friends told me they've gained weight after taking those. my therapist said my weight won't b affected by the meds n that the weight gain that sometimes happens is just a result of feeling better.
i'm hesitant but willing 2 give it a try. it's also 10.55pm n i'm sooo very sleepy. so gn :)